I've checked my course levels for my Japanese classes. Advance I is coming to an end in less than a month, closing with a final examination which might take my life! There's still two more years of study before I officially graduate as someone capable of speaking proper Japanese. That is what people assume. Yes, assumptions. Without making effort, I can never speak good Japanese. Currently, my standard of Japanese is like... just a level higher than ground level?

It's really difficult. I do feel stress. Obviously! My classmates are speaking fluently to my "sensei". I hardly communicate with her, except for the two sentences "ohayou gozaimasu" and "sayonara". Like crap!!!

Tomorrow is another saturday. I have a composition to complete next week. If only one of the requirements is "Write in English".